so i felt in my dream.

i wish for your soft breath carrying thoughtful words into my ear, not the screatching tones of the same old drill screwing in responsibility. i lay here waiting for your tender touch to smooth out my skin and lighten the pressure that is holding me down. i need the heat of your body to keep my freezing soul from shattering into crushed ice for society's lemonaide.

so i awoke.

and felt overwealmed. cried. and still without you by my side.